Monday, 8 December 2008

sad is a three letter word

ugh
I hate leaving
even if it is leaving Stockton

I realized today
that my friend (I have friends!)
aleyn (eye.lean) doesn't know
that I'm moving back(she knows now)
oh and a little side note:
for those of you who don't know
I'm moving back to Aptos!
kind of a bittersweet thing actually

because ..
well Ive had barely anytime to fit in
at Lincoln High this school year
Ive only been here a few months
I was gone for almost a month of school
when I went to Aussie land and now
just as I'm starting to make friends
and become involved in the theatre dpt.
at this school (which is the best group Ive ever
seen, and sort of been in, by far. they are amazing)
my parents are like: "oh, hey, by the way were moving
back to Aptos! time to pack cats"
I mean really, I am SO excited its just hard
when Ive finally... breached the kind of
shallowness of the kids here.
ehh, I dunno
I'm excited to be with all my friends in Aptos again though
I miss you all terribly
I think its almost harder to say goodbye to someone
you barely know.
cause its knowingly abandoning someone
In all practicality, I will never see these people again.

2 comments:

michaela hiltz said...

oh taylor i'm so happy that you're moving back! and i hope that leaving stockton isn't so hard, but on the bright side, you have people in aptos who can't wait to have you back!!

Sierra Petersen said...

I'd send you a squid with a hat but I can't find one.