what is poorly sorted sanstone called?

^^^that title popped up when I typed "W"
it fit perfectly
I have a rather extensive list of occupational idea's
Rachel has witnessed this
only, I can't remember all of them
because I don't write them all down, I think
of them and proclaim them; then I leave them
so....these will be in most recent order, and as I remember them
the various professions I plan on pursuing. oh yay :)
I'm going to be an:
aerial acrobat (in the circus)
bread bowl manufacturer
berry farmer and maker of jams
a collector (is that a profession?)
an octopus tamer
rare animal discoverer
security guard of some obscure palace
inventor (of various things)
manicurist/therapist
hmmmm...I may have to update this
as soon as I start a list in my notebook, and update it
whenever I think of it. blogging is a long process for me.
Of course, when I was younger I wanted to be normal things
a cat, a robot, an astronaut, a ninja turtle, a princess
a balloon, a singer, a dancer, an actress
in fact I still want to be an actress, but maybe not in movies.
maybe.
mom says at one point I said I wanted to be an acupuncturist
probably before I knew what it was.
This is something I think about quite a lot
last year I had something of a small breakdown
procured by my less than admirable grades, I assume.
it had to do with everyone already knowing what school
they would go to after high school, and all having very reasonable
job choices. architects, nurses, lawyers. it all sounded very boring to me
it still sounds very boring to me.
I can be whatever I want.
but for some time I didn't know that.
I still don't know exactly what I want to be, but I have
time on my side.
for the most part anyways.
and I think I have a few ideas...