Rand

I was in an awful mood the other day and then I went
to school probably the most tired Ive ever been.
I didn't not fall asleep in class until 5th period.
but today was much better, I still dread math class unfortunately.
love my teacher and her aid but I struggle with math so much.
Rosa Lee, her teachers aid from talked to me about it,
I decided I like her. She's this sweet little timid asian girl
who's majoring in math at UCSC and planning on being a teacher.
I think the class takes her for granted, they don't respect her.

anyways, what I wanted to say was the night I got back from
snow camp, when I wrote the previous blog entry
I don't know what was going on but I just needed to be back at
camp. So I journaled about it, which Ive found is really the best
way for me to talk to God. I feel like I'm such a talker all the time
and when I talk to Him I always find myself distracted because
I'm so awkward when I talk to Him out loud.
So writing him letters just feels perfect.

Swim team starts tomorrow and I'm really nervous/excited
I have to miss the second rehearsal which is no good
but I got three new swim suits! and goggles and a cap!
which will last me several seasons

MY BIRTHDAY ON FRIIIDDDDAAAAYYYYY!
I dont even know what to do. My family and I are too poor
for me to go to San Francisco for the day like I want to
but I might be able to do that in the spring.
haha I dont even have my permit yet and I'm turning 16
awesome.

well I'm supposed to be doing homework but that was everything
that was running through my head and just needed to record somewhere

I guess my point is, things are looking up :)