Friday, 6 February 2009

16 years and counting

UGH I feel like lately all the blogs I write are
sad, which is dumb. Its like a constant pity party.
so today was my 16th birthday and concurrently one
of the worst days Ive ever experienced.
I woke up late and sick this morning
became super stressed since mom was going insane
about getting us out the door to school.
so I went to school with wet eyes, no sweatshirt,
and suede shoes in the rain.
at least my shoes held up.
By the end of tutorial I was drenched, even more
sick, and dragging around droopy balloons
that my grandma sent.
lunch was better, since I was around happy people.
I'm a total extrovert and get all my energy from other
people I found out.
But then I come home. If you know my parents
and the situation last year you know that
my freshman year didn't go so smoothly.
however since Stockton and not having a life Ive been
a really good girl and barely been able to hang
out with my friends.
I'm supposed to spend the night at my friends
tomorrow night and since I didn't get to school
on time now I can't go. fantastic.
I know this all sounds very "woe is me" and I'm aware
its not the end of the world but this birthday is the
worst. I haven't had a good birthday since I was ten.
and I guess I'm just fed up with it

3 comments:

Moorea Seal said...

uhg, why do birthday always suck!!! i always have bad birthdays too! i'm praying for you girl and i miss you oodles. God will show you some beautiful things soon and amidst the annoying drama.

RacheldHurley said...

I'm so sorry your birthday sucked! I know exactly how you feel. I hate hate hate my birthdays!! love you, and I hope your birthday next year is amazing

Moorea Seal said...

if you click on the image of the polyvore jumpsuits, it will take you to the polyvore page, and along the right side if you scroll down it will tell you where each jumpsuit if from and how much it is!