don't get me wrong:
this weekend was so necessary and one of my
favorites ever, but I'm not ready to be back.
its stupid, I'm actually crying.
but then again I might be starting my period
this week so it might just be hormones.
I can never trust my emotions.
but right now I'm just really stressed out.
swimming starts on wednesday, I have rehearsel
at least twice this week and even though the
"camp high" definitely hasn't worn off and I
really feel like I can carry through this time
I'm bawling right now because I miss camp,
just the atmosphere already.
ugh and were about to eat dinner and all I want
to do is sleep or cry or both.
sorry I'm pity partying all over the place, but
I'm in a really sad mood.
I don't know what to do with myself so I guess I'll
just have to journal or something in a little bit.
maybe play some music or knit. that always calms me down
yours,
2 comments:
journal and pray. its the best thing in my opinion. I've been where you're at right now a million times this past semester. in fact, I had a mental breakdown wednesday night before snow camp. hence the me-not-at-school-thursday. but I journaled about everything I was stressed about and then prayed about it all and felt sooo much better.
I'm on the brink of a mental breakdown right now. I'm so stressed as well.
<3 prayers
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